19 January 2014

That's how (not) to throw a pity party

It's probably more than 100 times that I said that I need a space/ I think I need a break. No it's not fine. What I mean with a break means I'm going to need a rest, a glass of any juice/drink/milkshake and a playlist and talk to myself. I have gained a habit of real-teenager, I've started to write a diary that I recently got from my favourite uncle of 2014.

I will end up writing what's wrong with everyone, everybody and all. But what's up with me? I need me-time. I need my bed and pillow. I need lyrics to listen who'd tell me that the singer has the same situation with me. We both are pissed. I need a pity party.

Yes guys it's a weird time where the most serious issue is that I have no yummy thing in fridge while I am badly needing a pizza. Or the tv is looking like a dumb creature, nothing great to watch. Or I don't have anything to blog about. Or I'm not going outta my house because I have a feeling that I hate everyone out there.

Another thought, am I afraid to accept that winter break is over? It's an old tale. Or I just got the January blues. It's better to imagine that I'm a 9 years old girl who just loves her momma and there's nothing to worry about anything. And I have to ask, who thinks money can't buy happiness? How your broke ass know? I'm totally broke and the happiness I saw in store comes with money. Real money.

I had promised that I won't post complains on this sparkly space but oh hey c'mon! It's after all a pity party and y'all are invited. Don't let me down, tell me that do you ever feel like this? This is totally yuck-suck-blah-blah situation. And more thing, I had told myself to expose this blog just because I never bitched about anyone here, but now I will. Some peeps think that I just cussed them on my blog. No dude, ain't nobody got time for that. But you're a insert a bad word here annoying kid.

Wait, what? It's Sunday already but I think Whitney has a big heart so she can accept my late entry to #backthatazzup collection. And this darling song is stuck on repeat!


  1. Ohhh I love Eminem's new album!
    We do all need a little self pity at times. Especially when the pizza is all gone, haha.
    Hope you have a splended day!


  2. Eminem is always a great musical pairing for purging those angry feelings! Trust me... there's nothing wrong with needed space. I have a reputation for going into what my friends call "hibernation," but hey... I need it, or I'm not a happy camper.. and your main focus should be making sure you ARE a happy camper. Hope you're having a great weekend!

    Diary of a Debutante

  3. It's your blog and its ok to put complaints! I hate that Winter break is over as well but that does mean that Spring is right around the corner.

  4. It's January and January sucks! I don't like February either.... : D

    Louisa @ My Family & Abruzzo

  5. Everyone has blah days! Or weeks... or months... But seriously, I hope you feel better. I get the January blues and they're the worst! Ice cream helps :) xx

  6. Yes:-) we all feel like that from time to time! (Try living with the m I l!) You're entitled.

  7. There's nothing wrong with having bad days... everyone has them. As long as they good outweigh the bad then you'll be okay. :)

  8. Everyone has to complain every once in awhile, so let it out! The blog is the perfect outlet for it. Love that song choice, by the way. And I hope things get better!

  9. This blah blah blah talk really HELPS getting outta troubled zone. I hope you get tons of cheetos for evening , I'll be dreaming of shopping and free time , though #yolo

  10. It's okay to complain! After all that's what our blogs are for.. whatever we want them to be for!! I hope you get that pizza you wanted eventually.... ;)

  11. I totally feel like this all the time dear. Don't worry! Everyone needs some me-time once in a while (or all the time if you're like me ha), just laying in your bed doing something you really want to do. I completely understand. I hope you feel better soon :]

  12. having me-time is so important. and having a journal is a great way to have some me-time! :)
    -- jackie @ jade and oak

  13. I feel the same way! I know you'll get past the winter blahs!


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